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salam.

i think the title speaks clearly of my frustration. yes, somebody had betrayed my friendship. and i clearly hate this part right here.

friendship is an unspoken oath taken between two people or more when we decide to take that person into our life and make em a part of us. friendship is that magical bond that separates the familiars and the strangers. friendship would differentiate, if i may, in a football field, a simple thru pass that would let the forward to score a wonderful goal between an awkward pass that ends up to far up and thru the opposition line of the field.

that particular somebody was someone who i managed to build my trust on. shared every dark secrets. told every sacred stories. and gossip on hot girls in campus. he made a good impression as a FRIEND. ow yes he did. but unfortunately, an event, or may i say, an action he did on purpose gets to my conscience and i realize how fatal that action can be to this friendship that we had build upon.

the action, which he had done, was really unbareable, stupid, disgusting and most of all, had entirely wipe out all my trust and respect for him. and as if the action he had committed wasnt stupid enough, he denied any wrongdoings to me. he even made up a very very immature, stupid and unforgivable excuse! as if i didn't know what he did under my conscience. What makes him think that i'm as stupid as him to believe his crap??

Unbelieveble. Its f**ked up that he did that to me ON PURPOSE and UNDER HIS SICK-CONSCIENCE-F**KED-UP MIND, he even had the balls to make up a crap story to cover his blunder, ow wait, his ridiculous action. Oh my god! U sick pervert! i had never came across a sick guy like you who have the guts to do this sick thing to your own friend? I am in disgust with him. Now and forever.

Probably, he never understood the word friendship coz he's just plain stupid and thinks that whatever he do to any of his friends is in their best intention. yeah. keep up the F**KED-UP work you've been doing and do what you did to me to your other friends. Owh, and I really hope that your friend(s) would not know this F**KED-UP thing you did to me. coz i'm pretty sure if they get to know the real you and things you've done, they wont even have second thoughts to discard them from their life coz you dont cherish FRIENDSHIP and you cant have their TRUST. you dont deserve mine. and I know you wont give any care in the world, but thing is, you're just sick and your hypocritism would lead you nowhere.

at present, he's presence is just another nobody in my life and i'm treating him the way he is suppossed to be treated.

before i end up with more cursing word for this traitor, i think i better stop here. he deserves all the trashing, but you guys ( my readers) deserves none of this.

FRIEDNSHIP is based on TRUST.and from this moment onwards, we would have none. thank you soo much for making me realize that people like you was a mistake to be made a friend in the first place.

salam.

i am so begging those rocket scientist that has work their butts of for the modernization of technology and for using the application of science, to make me a godamn time machine!

please oh please oh please.

i want to make up for the time i thrown out the window. for the time that i shud have been studying rather than sleeping. for the time that i should indulge myself in books and not in front of facebook. for the time i had wondering around in shopping malls, instead of in a library memorizing crucial formulas and theories.

please oh please oh please.

i am in the brink of desperation and time is not on my side. help me god, for i beg of extra strength and a pinch of determination to help mr through this jungle of work-and-no-play.

time is life.never waste it.
Suddenly my brain has been activating like clock work and resting is just a mere illusion. I dont know why but I'm having a severe case of insomnia.

Insomnia, a case where you would not feel like sleeping during the hours that you should sleep rather you will feel sleepy at times you shouldn't. Probably my brain has program itself to be fully awake 24/7 to make me maximize all the neurons in my brain to good use. Yeah, like thats gonna work.

I still remember in school of how motivated I am to beat everyone in class. Of course, at that time I wasn't the very bright. Imagine, I was ranked third from all of the students in my batch during my first examination there. Embarassing! Luckily I managed to bounce back afterwards. (or did I? hurm..). Back then, staying up late was part of my routine in life, studying of course. The ranking system used back then in Science Iskandar was tormenting. Because it was published to everyone after each examinations. And getting low ranks or sad CGPA's should be highly unlikely unless you want people to think that your the dumbest kid in school. Gosh what a year!

But all for the better of the individuals. And looking back, it does work its magic with me. Thank you Science Iskandar~

I miss my highschool years. I miss Science Iskandar. I miss debating for Science Iskandar. I miss Miss Norasiah, oooopppS, Mrs. Norasiah. I miss playing basketball everyday after class. I miss waking up early in the morning with the sounds of ust.joha's voice. I miss my classmates, u guys rock! friends forever u guys! Most of all, I miss what I had there. The moment, the laughs, the cries, the silly fights, the cinta monyet (or monyetss?hehe)..

Hye! Tiba-tiba going down memory lane nih apehal ayed? angau? Hehe.Gosh, I cant help myself.

p/s : vaio warna merah lawa tak? herm..
 
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